Am I Doing Right or Wrong?

It's 4.01am right now.

I'm feeling so tired but still being able to blog. So now I just allow myself use 15 minutes to done this post.

First off, do you guys miss my post? LOL!

Time flies, hope everything goes well, so strive together, alright :-) Nowadays, I used to update my blog at least 2 to 3 times a week. Recently I love to share my everything with someone. Hmm, the joyfulness is irreplaceable. 'Em hei gorng siu gar' ! Hahas!

Ps, I'm really glad that god allows our friendship to grow closer :)

Pics again. Yesh! I have a fat face- fat body- not so obvious single eye lid due to I already makeup- I like the lens and the outfit- and I hate my dark circle now! * Nice caption. I guess. Lol.

Like this angle made my face look 'V'. HEHE!

Alright, I'd done this post. It's just a little updated. Hope you likey.

Good nights earthlings. Tata! XoXo, ♡

Thanks for YOUR effort to make me happy.

Alright this is gonna be a very simple post :)

Gotta wake up at 8something since have to work and now is 2.50am, I'm still here, updating my blog! :D Efficient!

I feel good whenever somebody is telling me, ''Hey, I love your blog deeply!'' HAHAHAH! I ain't famous blogger, ain't good in writing, but Thank you guys for keep reading! You guys motivated me. I do really need your comments loviesss! :D

Let's back to the topic, these is all about....nonsense ==

Well, now my life is great. This coming Friday, day off again. Finally have time to relax myself.. but I prefer to work. Do you guys ever feel, after you work hard, you just don't feel like stop it and wants keep working working and working? Yesh, I do. People said I physcho, but seriously I just love to work nowadays. Perhaps, I can earn more.. well, I just can say, I temporarily enjoy my job :)

; No emo is allowed ok. grins! :D

Camwhored in the car is my usual part time job. On the way going to popo's house. Then 11something drinking session with the couple, Xiaoyee & Jiahui, kaixuan, petyew, Samfoo and Ahbeng. The outfit of the night is freaking casual but some friends joke that's style == Have a great night with bunch of them.

Time to work! 'Camwhored before going to work :)

Alright, I've done typing.Thanks for viewing yaaaaaa (:

Goodnight world, xoxo

A day out with my sweetheart during day off.

Day off day off! Supposed meet my ex at Jusco for drinking session and movie but ended up shopping with the sweetheart xiaoyee at parade due to something happened between myself and my ex. NO CHOICE. Xiaoyee asked me whether want go parade with her or not and even though I am exhausted by the previous night-call but I still have the mood to go shopping with the sweetheart. I miss her. Hahahs!

So, used one and half hour to finished make up, and dressing. That's what girls usually do :*)

Bought nothing today. TOO BAD!

PICS PICS PICS ! dangg dangg * :D

MP-ing after done our all day shopping. Realized that today we eat alots of food @@

Snap photo with my Red finger nails.

It's been sometime since last month we sitting down together Heart-To-Heart talk, we always comfort each other when we facing some problem. I will be there for you no matter what, love you tones! Shy*

The sweetheart, Xiaoyee.

Alright, I think I've to stop here.

Got to go now for dinner with dad and mom. Tata, xoxo.

Just dropping in a small update.

p/s: This picture is copied from someone's blog.

Lovely and cute :D SHH...

Okay, let's start with not so happy problems.

This week is really really a roller coaster week for me, ups and downs is like never ending. Phewww.

I realize that, even after break up, memories remain sweet and loving. Suddenly today when I break time I browse through my pictures, I saw all those pictures that we took, laughter, smiles, hugs and kisses, it's just priceless. But in that moment, I can assure myself that I didn't had that feeling as before. I really do treat him as a friend :) I don't think I need him anymore, but just someone that is close enough to share my ups and downs. Yesh! It's enough for me.

I promised myself will be more mature in handling my next relationship, hope that I won't repeat the mistakes. I don't wanna waste another 14 months! Youth is limited, right? Yesh! LOL. I guess I won't be taking relationship seriously till I think I'm ready for it. Let's say... perhaps next month? next year? Seriously, I'm not sure about it. Hopefully someone can change my mind :D

By the way, I guess I don't mind I'm single but I do mind my 'boy' flirt with others! So if I find a boy to be my partner, is it that would be better for me? Hahah! Idk again.

Tomorrow day off! So I got plenty of time doing what I want and like!

I won't stop my dating even I'm tired hell much @@

Because it's indicate that shopping is nice forever. Hahah! Lame.

Alright, that's all for now, GOOD NIGHT! ♥

Last but not least, not the forget to wish everyone Happy April Fool! xoxo,

Don't waste your time on someone, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

How happiness if I'm the girl?

P/s: Just simply choose a picture for this post ♥

Well, it's already the end of march. I've just realized that it has already been more than a week I didn't update my blogggg. Now, I'm here blogging :D

p/s: The so-called follower, xxx, I finally updated my blog! So please stop complaints. Hahahs!

Alright, let's start the post...

I've a million things in mind.

But these days, I'm becoming forgetful. Perhaps because of certain things or people making me forgetful and even easily forget unhappy things? Hmm, I don't know lar :D

Those people who wished I and Jun over, congrats. I & Jun are officially broke up now.

Well, this 14months plus of relationship is officially over.

A part of me is hurting but a part of me feel relieved.

I cannot say this 14months sucked because I did have some good times.

Well, what's done is done. Just let it be.

In addition, there's definitely one thing that I'm confused about right now, it's not about my feelings but about what my ex did. I thought things was going smoothly after the break up, but I was wrong again, I guess? I always thought this break up was going to be a friendly break up and we would still be friends but.. it's not as I expected. SIGH.

He told me he would be happier if I find someone else and besides that, he was the one asking for temporarily break up and choose to focus on undertaking. Now that I have left, I respect you, why are you still angry at me? Lol. This is what that have caught me confused. Or maybe, I got you wrong again this time? I don't know.

Anyhow, what happened, happened.

No point turning back anymore, fuck love and life still goes on. Smile ever :)

; When I'm feeling weak, I know who are always there for me. I do really know.

Thanks you all! ♥

Short update, gotta sleep. Will be back sooon! Goodnight earthlings~

xoxo

Celebrated Cherlynn's Early Birthday.

B I R T H D A Y P A R T Y

Celebrated Cherlynn early birthday party @ her house on yesterday.

My adorable best sister ; chubyy birthday girl ;p

Make a wishhhh *

Wish all your dreams come true, pretty always & healthy always ya ;D

The two birthday cakes.

We bought a Gold vision white chocolate cake for the birthday girl.

Another cake bought from the birthday girl's M O M M Y

Cam-whored______

Spotted LKC? Looks cacat here. Hahahah! XD

ps: Just a joke, don't be so serious ya! Hehe.

Those dirty bitch.....

L P M & A Z

Smile with S*HAI face, LIKE !

S I S T E R, P K

M Y S E L F

L K C

L P M

E M I L A U

N I C K E Y L E O W

My sweetheart, the birthday girl

C H E R L Y N N

You are officially 18th this year! So who's the next birthday girl? :D

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO YOU! mwah ♥

L K C & M Y S E L F

L P M & M Y S E L F

The bffs & the birthday girl. Start from left.

Pk, Az, Lkc, Myself, Cherlynn, Lpm & Emi

Hey guys! Show me the middle fingers! oOo! XD

The birthday girl and us

The *PEACE* from all of us ;D

Kacau-ing pose

Carlsberg !

Party fun is fun but I'm super duper tired that time, been having very less sleep recently :( LOL.

Hope you enjoyed your second birthday party on your actual date ya ;D

Happy Birthday once again!

I LOVE YOU ♡

Yes, all is love.

Sorry for not updating recently. Will try to update as soon as possible though.

Just that, there's been a lot of things happening. Didn't have the time and didn't have the mood.

A lot of things happened in my life recently. It keeps coming around and go ; what comes around, goes around. A lot of you don't know I just lost someone I really love right?

Like I'm the only one that he don't ever love.

Like I'm the only one who don't knows his heart.

Current situation : Confused & Lost .

Events that I have attended recently?

Pretty Kyoka's 18th Birthday ; Ken's 19th Birthday.

There's a few things that have happened during this two events which I will never forget as it is unforgettable & unexpected. For example, the first time I celebrated Kyoka's 18th belated birthday with bunch of unfamiliar friends. But fortunately, they are very friendly. So that day, I will not feel bored and very enjoy :D That night also the first time I got drunk in Barroom, and even vomiting in front of Barroom there. ><' Thankyou for those people who take care of me that night. You know who I'm talking about. Hahah!

Another first time is clubbing with the handsome guy, Ken. Celebrated his 19th birthday at Barroom. That was really unexpected because Ken and I has been a long time without contact. Thankyou for inviting me to your birthday party ya! :D And and, sorry for no real sound's birthday song. Hahahahs!

; Life has been treating me so good actually. I have almost everything a simple girl would like to have. A family who loves me, a confidant who cares about me and friends who would be there for me through all the ups and downs. (: I will treasure it all! Love you all forever! :* ♥