Just dropping in a small update.

p/s: This picture is copied from someone's blog.

Lovely and cute :D SHH...

Okay, let's start with not so happy problems.

This week is really really a roller coaster week for me, ups and downs is like never ending. Phewww.

I realize that, even after break up, memories remain sweet and loving. Suddenly today when I break time I browse through my pictures, I saw all those pictures that we took, laughter, smiles, hugs and kisses, it's just priceless. But in that moment, I can assure myself that I didn't had that feeling as before. I really do treat him as a friend :) I don't think I need him anymore, but just someone that is close enough to share my ups and downs. Yesh! It's enough for me.

I promised myself will be more mature in handling my next relationship, hope that I won't repeat the mistakes. I don't wanna waste another 14 months! Youth is limited, right? Yesh! LOL. I guess I won't be taking relationship seriously till I think I'm ready for it. Let's say... perhaps next month? next year? Seriously, I'm not sure about it. Hopefully someone can change my mind :D

By the way, I guess I don't mind I'm single but I do mind my 'boy' flirt with others! So if I find a boy to be my partner, is it that would be better for me? Hahah! Idk again.

Tomorrow day off! So I got plenty of time doing what I want and like!

I won't stop my dating even I'm tired hell much @@

Because it's indicate that shopping is nice forever. Hahah! Lame.

Alright, that's all for now, GOOD NIGHT! ♥

Last but not least, not the forget to wish everyone Happy April Fool! xoxo,

Don't waste your time on someone, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

How happiness if I'm the girl?

P/s: Just simply choose a picture for this post ♥

Well, it's already the end of march. I've just realized that it has already been more than a week I didn't update my blogggg. Now, I'm here blogging :D

p/s: The so-called follower, xxx, I finally updated my blog! So please stop complaints. Hahahs!

Alright, let's start the post...

I've a million things in mind.

But these days, I'm becoming forgetful. Perhaps because of certain things or people making me forgetful and even easily forget unhappy things? Hmm, I don't know lar :D

Those people who wished I and Jun over, congrats. I & Jun are officially broke up now.

Well, this 14months plus of relationship is officially over.

A part of me is hurting but a part of me feel relieved.

I cannot say this 14months sucked because I did have some good times.

Well, what's done is done. Just let it be.

In addition, there's definitely one thing that I'm confused about right now, it's not about my feelings but about what my ex did. I thought things was going smoothly after the break up, but I was wrong again, I guess? I always thought this break up was going to be a friendly break up and we would still be friends but.. it's not as I expected. SIGH.

He told me he would be happier if I find someone else and besides that, he was the one asking for temporarily break up and choose to focus on undertaking. Now that I have left, I respect you, why are you still angry at me? Lol. This is what that have caught me confused. Or maybe, I got you wrong again this time? I don't know.

Anyhow, what happened, happened.

No point turning back anymore, fuck love and life still goes on. Smile ever :)

; When I'm feeling weak, I know who are always there for me. I do really know.

Thanks you all! ♥

Short update, gotta sleep. Will be back sooon! Goodnight earthlings~

xoxo

Celebrated Cherlynn's Early Birthday.

B I R T H D A Y P A R T Y

Celebrated Cherlynn early birthday party @ her house on yesterday.

My adorable best sister ; chubyy birthday girl ;p

Make a wishhhh *

Wish all your dreams come true, pretty always & healthy always ya ;D

The two birthday cakes.

We bought a Gold vision white chocolate cake for the birthday girl.

Another cake bought from the birthday girl's M O M M Y

Cam-whored______

Spotted LKC? Looks cacat here. Hahahah! XD

ps: Just a joke, don't be so serious ya! Hehe.

Those dirty bitch.....

L P M & A Z

Smile with S*HAI face, LIKE !

S I S T E R, P K

M Y S E L F

L K C

L P M

E M I L A U

N I C K E Y L E O W

My sweetheart, the birthday girl

C H E R L Y N N

You are officially 18th this year! So who's the next birthday girl? :D

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO YOU! mwah ♥

L K C & M Y S E L F

L P M & M Y S E L F

The bffs & the birthday girl. Start from left.

Pk, Az, Lkc, Myself, Cherlynn, Lpm & Emi

Hey guys! Show me the middle fingers! oOo! XD

The birthday girl and us

The *PEACE* from all of us ;D

Kacau-ing pose

Carlsberg !

Party fun is fun but I'm super duper tired that time, been having very less sleep recently :( LOL.

Hope you enjoyed your second birthday party on your actual date ya ;D

Happy Birthday once again!

I LOVE YOU ♡

Yes, all is love.

Sorry for not updating recently. Will try to update as soon as possible though.

Just that, there's been a lot of things happening. Didn't have the time and didn't have the mood.

A lot of things happened in my life recently. It keeps coming around and go ; what comes around, goes around. A lot of you don't know I just lost someone I really love right?

Like I'm the only one that he don't ever love.

Like I'm the only one who don't knows his heart.

Current situation : Confused & Lost .

Events that I have attended recently?

Pretty Kyoka's 18th Birthday ; Ken's 19th Birthday.

There's a few things that have happened during this two events which I will never forget as it is unforgettable & unexpected. For example, the first time I celebrated Kyoka's 18th belated birthday with bunch of unfamiliar friends. But fortunately, they are very friendly. So that day, I will not feel bored and very enjoy :D That night also the first time I got drunk in Barroom, and even vomiting in front of Barroom there. ><' Thankyou for those people who take care of me that night. You know who I'm talking about. Hahah!

Another first time is clubbing with the handsome guy, Ken. Celebrated his 19th birthday at Barroom. That was really unexpected because Ken and I has been a long time without contact. Thankyou for inviting me to your birthday party ya! :D And and, sorry for no real sound's birthday song. Hahahahs!

; Life has been treating me so good actually. I have almost everything a simple girl would like to have. A family who loves me, a confidant who cares about me and friends who would be there for me through all the ups and downs. (: I will treasure it all! Love you all forever! :* ♥